It's all about me

Listening to: The Arcade Fire

do you know someone who likes to just hear themselves talk. This is how I feel when I write in this blog. Basically it's just for me to vent out my frustrations and my ideals and my thoughts and my life. Really. Who is reading this? And why do they care about my insular thought processes and my take on life. This I guess is my soap box and I get to yell whatever I want. It just feels odd. Typically I will write w a whole bunch of crap and delete it before I come to something I will actually publish. Because I don't want to come across as being an idiot, or pretentious or trying to appear deep and philosophical.

oh well. I am an idiot. I just need to embrace it.