Is God Out There?

why is it that the days that I pray for nothing but
for god to fill me up I feel the most abandoned by him?

I need Jesus this morning. I don't know where he is:


I am so far from you right now.
I can't possibly know
what are you doing lord
where this path should go
my heart is full of empty
my love runs on the main
my life is turned and twisted
and I can't feel again
this pain inside my heart lord
why cant you make it go
this fear inside my heart lord
please take it from me low

you, you are the only one
who can walk me through this hell
but I don't know where to find you.
I don't know how to tell

where are you my god, my jesus
where is your loving hand
where is this safety net you hung for me

where Is my bird in hand?